What PUA is to me at this point, Demons in my head review of Sinn's post

Ive definately come to the conclusion of what I need to do at this point of my life.

Ive been busy and studying fo rsomething that can make me or break me.

Im willing to do whatever to get back on the horse and go on with my career.

I admire alot of the guys in PUA , But at this point I find myself almost out the door.

Im going to have to thank one of my BEST friends, JSmooth, he was a PUA coach to that point for personal reasons he left.

I think when you leave it is a good thing...

You leave knowing more about yourself , whats possible and now that you did it, you can leave.

Im surprised and I was one for a long time , a fan of "studying" PUA.

I think thats stupid.

PUA is learned infield and it depends if you have a great coach or friends that can help you get better, with great advice and you keep an open mind...you can do it and do it fast.

the world of tactical seduction is easy to overenfasize and alot of guys who are fakes and give bad advice.

This community thing can ruin your life cause it makes you validation come from women.

Saffron left cause I think he had trouble in school and he wanted to be normal.
I read from one of his coaches a RR relationship report which I will post and breakdown. and he is using this formula....
To be honest i think its weird! and he seems dogmatic about it aswell and shows it to his chick...just weird and its social awkward.
Saffrom felt in a way like that and he left.

Doc holliday being a tactical day game coach, left I think for same reasons...he took a break from it.In a relationship and realised its weird.

when I talk to friends I avoid game talk.

I miss a friend by the name of D-boy.

and you know what.... Im not surprised if Entropy leaves PUArts soon, he feels apathy towards women and he basically going to look for better monetary means.

times are rough and after talking with ELTopo, he helped me with my dhv and all I can say is that anything to seduce a woman is possible, ANYTHING.


I have a clear head on this, Im not needy to be with a woman.

I have taste what it is to be in a "relationship" and even with a person I have no business being with but I learned crash course test.

Next step is my future, as a dentist.

I have sticking points there as well.


REVIEW OF SINNS'S POST ON DEMONS IN HIS HEAD

Its is reality, there are actually demons.They exist.

Spiritual world is deep and JS is really cool guy, excellent at PU coaching
but he is a fighter and I admire him by it.

He has to sort himself out and he has done it by moving away from community in a sense of how its so messed up and how people outthere are messed up who teach this and are fakes and take money.

I have demons and as I was sleeping I dreamed of my exWife convinceing me of having sex with her to give her a child.and school issues at the time I was still in school but on my way out.

I can fight them by going for my goals and fighting for it like theres no tomorrow.

Im not going to stop writting but Im starting to realize what is now important , what people take for granted.

anyways Im putting this out there. Going to bed at 4 am.

talk to you guys later.

PEACE!

S