Podcast No.2 and Reality of "seduction community"

Hey Yo!

I just recorded the podcast No.2.Check it out and holla back.
I Talk about 2009, "game", resentments and shout outs of the seduction community.


Making realistic goals for 2010.

Happy New YEar!

All the BEST,

-Sandro

What PUA is to me at this point, Demons in my head review of Sinn's post

Ive definately come to the conclusion of what I need to do at this point of my life.

Ive been busy and studying fo rsomething that can make me or break me.

Im willing to do whatever to get back on the horse and go on with my career.

I admire alot of the guys in PUA , But at this point I find myself almost out the door.

Im going to have to thank one of my BEST friends, JSmooth, he was a PUA coach to that point for personal reasons he left.

I think when you leave it is a good thing...

You leave knowing more about yourself , whats possible and now that you did it, you can leave.

Im surprised and I was one for a long time , a fan of "studying" PUA.

I think thats stupid.

PUA is learned infield and it depends if you have a great coach or friends that can help you get better, with great advice and you keep an open mind...you can do it and do it fast.

the world of tactical seduction is easy to overenfasize and alot of guys who are fakes and give bad advice.

This community thing can ruin your life cause it makes you validation come from women.

Saffron left cause I think he had trouble in school and he wanted to be normal.
I read from one of his coaches a RR relationship report which I will post and breakdown. and he is using this formula....
To be honest i think its weird! and he seems dogmatic about it aswell and shows it to his chick...just weird and its social awkward.
Saffrom felt in a way like that and he left.

Doc holliday being a tactical day game coach, left I think for same reasons...he took a break from it.In a relationship and realised its weird.

when I talk to friends I avoid game talk.

I miss a friend by the name of D-boy.

and you know what.... Im not surprised if Entropy leaves PUArts soon, he feels apathy towards women and he basically going to look for better monetary means.

times are rough and after talking with ELTopo, he helped me with my dhv and all I can say is that anything to seduce a woman is possible, ANYTHING.


I have a clear head on this, Im not needy to be with a woman.

I have taste what it is to be in a "relationship" and even with a person I have no business being with but I learned crash course test.

Next step is my future, as a dentist.

I have sticking points there as well.


REVIEW OF SINNS'S POST ON DEMONS IN HIS HEAD

Its is reality, there are actually demons.They exist.

Spiritual world is deep and JS is really cool guy, excellent at PU coaching
but he is a fighter and I admire him by it.

He has to sort himself out and he has done it by moving away from community in a sense of how its so messed up and how people outthere are messed up who teach this and are fakes and take money.

I have demons and as I was sleeping I dreamed of my exWife convinceing me of having sex with her to give her a child.and school issues at the time I was still in school but on my way out.

I can fight them by going for my goals and fighting for it like theres no tomorrow.

Im not going to stop writting but Im starting to realize what is now important , what people take for granted.

anyways Im putting this out there. Going to bed at 4 am.

talk to you guys later.

PEACE!

S

Report on talk w Eltopo

I spoke to ElTopo and Id say he is one of the most interesting person to talk to.

He sees things as they are and tells it to you, goes that extra effort to do so.

He helped me with dhv's and some advice...very positive.

I have step away from tactical seduction or PUA syndrome (thanks sinn) but ElTopo still has to be one of te few who wont tell you to "just be yourself", he will teach you how to show your best self and how to project to others , then even how verbalize that. Sick :)


The thing I can take from 2009 is that I improved alot and Im seeing who I really am for the first time. This is one of the most exciting and challenging year so far.

I'm not mechanical at all, very in tune with it.

Guys that helped me in this 2009 changed me and Im happy I got to interact with them:
Jsmooth
Franco
Sinn
Entropy
Awaken
El Topo
Adam and Amanda Lyons
Saffron
Doc Holliday
Psych
JK Ellis
D-boy
Adrian "Magic cat"
Doc Strangelove LA
Northern Nights
Paul Janka


Last but most importantly ...my natural friend MY BEST FRIEND "Alley cat" ;)


who till this day encourages me to move forward and is there for me.


All the girls I've had the pleasure of sharing time enoughto learn from the experience. Thank you....for the pussy.lol


Like 2pac said "I get around " and wont stop.

Small talk with ElTopo

One the BEST teachers out there is El Topo...today I will have small talk.

certain things are changing for me so Im excited...

I reviewed master social destiny which IMO changed my life in terms of relationship products out there.

that being said, I havent heard from sinn nor sebastian drake.

Im missing certain elements from my game, has to do with dealing with people.

I can treat people well and Im charismatic, but when someone pushes me around, I m so into my reality that I dont notice it , which isnt good at all.

I want to perfect my stripper hired gun game, sexual text after game , and know how to separate emotions from preventing.

how to pull or timebridge in a car , when you live far.

what I should change in terms of thinking... Alot of guys suffer from PUA syndrome.

So Im backing off from alot of PUA stuff.

that being said, I will cath up with you guys later...

s

Whoa! Tiger

Today was weirdly cool, Yesterday spoke to whiteowl and I was straight up adrenaline pumpin to programs interested. Aside that, Reviewed Brian TRacy's Ultimate goals program...w session 1. Cool. Im following up with my goals everydyay starting tomorrow, gym and diet as well.
My best friend "natural Alley" was a bit sad and cheared him up with my tiger woods joke...his ex is being a bitch and hopefully they will start talking again soon.

for me I realized that Franco and my friends, and even Sally are right about my ExGF.
When we broke up she immediately hooked up with another guy and shes been with him and texting me...When I saw her again, I noticed she missed the old BF and wonderful feelings...to her, she sees it as I hurt her and thats why she acted on impulse to string along the other guy whom i know and is a social awkward scumbag who lives in her building,maybe he has some cash..but cant connect for shit. So he must be a tough guy on outside and insecure controlling little insecure chode....so far he is enjoying how she treats him,she does know how to treat a man...sad part is that eventhough she wouldnt connect emotionally with him, she thinks that with him there is potential.

Like Entropy once told me , when a girl leaves you , its a good thing...they usually end up with the guy and stay with them..maybe it was best hing for her and certainly the BEST thing for me.

I know she does remember me and I know she will contact me ...by then I will be somewhere far in my own reality...

i relaizze some stories dont have happy endings but we left at a moment where things for her and with me where right.

i rather her leave me than to have her cheat on me.

After she did ask me to be her FB, I rejected her and she moved fast to being with the other guy.

Realistically, Im not ready for a seriosu relationship.
I do admire her alot, learned from her alot. I wish I could be her freind..but the creatin of deep emotions and sense of connection they way my game has evolved make it uncomfortable and awkward.

I forgive her and thats how I can move on... Maybe I m overreacting but I know that later in life I will look at it as foolish but, I got a picture of options I have to be successful with other women.

So the journey doesnt stop here ...the story doesnt end here...

this is where the chapter starts of my Life, yes I will be selfish but in a way to push myself and applying myself fully to what i love most...my DENTISTRY.

today I had a woman complement me on my soft hands, all my lovers always priased my hands and my soft touch. i was born for this you know....after that she compleented me again in a flirtacious way but another co worker says she is into me...
Im see her tomorrow so , I will play it smooth and effortless...

I will call up this other girl that gave me sexual eye contact who has a crush on me as well.

theres thi s22 yr old in my social circle that I like her physical type and she is super shy...normally super shy are submissive and follow your lead, something I missed in nyc with my girls...We met briefly and couldnt really build rapport but she is cute...I will try to keep my energy lower for her.She is someone i like to have as a GF like jeffy's girl in nineball. I will use black tantra sex on her to experiment in bed.

I love to cook and Im feeling like myself....Im trying to contrl my dad and his attempts on my exwife but I have to move forward my Goal.

on that note... HBgreeneyes from the nyc rotation is coming to see me in early january, I saw her in nyc roadtrip for that one night and I love sex with her... her pussy is soo good....i like her open mindedness yet not clingy, we share range of emotions so , Im effortlessly managing the relationship well with her.

Its the advantage if running solid comfort game "entropy's chemistry game "

I will try to email ELtopo to see how he is doing.

vikchick babe havent spoke in a long time, so Im learning that they are usually in a relationship...after I left nyc she had 2 months of her calling me to come back. I didnt have the courage to tell her I wasnt returning..i guess she resents me for it.
she is a 10..that literally fucked me and treated me like a king...


We will see how things go and Im trying to figure out logistics and my weight training as well.


I will try to touch up with noterhn nights as doc strangelove is leaving to LA.

its late and Im off to bed.

peace!







Im leaving her for good and starting 2010, My Life will head towards adventureland...

Im happy cause i found myself againm with my goals and purpose, I ve never been so motivated for myself and creative at the same time.

Maintain the party Live

Hey whats up guys,

As you noticed theres a new look to the blog.

I made certain modifaications as my objectives have changed.

I felt I've matured alot going through personal experiences and living through difficult challenges and facing situations.

Im going to write up my new goals for 2010.

Im having a girl from the nyc rotation come visit me here in miami.

I havent been reading any blogs but Sinn's has been on FIRE.

he is really good instructor but a total douchebag :)

I feel worn out from reading anything....
So I m going to do the gym and martial Arts MMA thing.

I recorded a podcast and I will have for download.

Im intersted in reltionship management and working on my social skills all around.

I feel this is the first time Im actuatually hungry to be an adult and work hard for my goals.

Coming back from overnight nyc trip really help me heal... I got behind the wheel and drove almost all night wandering after seeing my rotation girl...

alot of memories, wow Im very happy for 2009, good and bad things that went to extremes in both ways made it one of the best year of my LIFE.


I will be making adjustments to the BLog and posting more from my LIFE and the women.

shout out to awaken and sawyer in nyc !


-S