Back in the game

Lately I've been getting bored with the girls I am currently seeing on Friday at side girl that I randomly met her name is Vanessa and in the middle of those of us having protected sex I feel like eating her out it's a risky move that not a lot of players talk about but s*** she was fine and I went for it next thing you know she starts talking how dangerous it is to have sex with different partners her and she mentioned it seeing as quote unquote be careful out there it's dangerous. And she also told me within the context give me a call whenever you want to hook up again hit. Of course I acted nonchalant leave because that's the way we were supposed to be really sex is not a big deal and when we praise your woman we do providing excitement to her and we will share the excitement but because there was something of non long term and she at the time seemed emotionally distant that it gave me the clear and present that this was going to be a very short term relationship or friends with benefits but it takes her two days later and I did not get a response from her so so I really don't like to pursue that much when the girls are not responding even though she told me what she did whatever it was that gender of our that she emotionally is it going through her in her head because I really did get the kids phonics that sometimes f**** with girls heads and as I mentioned in my previous post that it was really much more the excitement of the process and seduction and women men or female male dynamic of communication and what David DeAngelo cause anticipation and its really fun experience because you are leading the experience in you create you use your creativity to lead want to go close regardless of whatever she says you still feel that you are done with your dominant you're leading with a very sick with from this but the inverse soft velvet glove I think he was rushed Jefferson mention your glove still hand with the self a glove so that's pretty much what motivated me to get back in the game I was not able to login previously on online sites with my existing email address so I had to open another account therefore open on the POS OkCupid and even cooler life . I briefly spoke to Black Dragon two just to get a little bit of receipt back on a spectacular meal is she which can be connected to the online thing but not necessarily. Henri de land me to really get my ass back to work and the game is sad I realize that I was moaning and groaning and complaining about how I'm bored out of my current registration and CC just sing to myself moan and groan and complain when that's not really the type of person I am but in healthy so the way I decided to take action immediately I think is Brian Tracy who mentioned procrastination is destroyed by precise is decisive and proactive in action I think one of the Buddhists or someone and then I've been reading or thats been in my head for a while is that when you meditate on this with a clear conscious you find the answers within yourself sometimes once you're prepared for the knowledge base then you you start applying it yourself in your own way meaning you become your own couch your own motivator because there is really no other way to make it all the way I think many successful people like Donald Trump and many others even 50 Cent Curtis Jackson had to have a self motivation and have in their mind a little voice telling them to move forward or with Donald Trump cause a good and staying out and someone like Tony Robbins says reprogram your mind for that voice to give you a positive action and not the negative. Another thing is I think it was Donald Trump book how to get rich is really more of how to be successful rich person I think the title in some ways it is to have people who'll want to get rich quick I have an idea of formula 1 indeed the formula is being a person who can send be 500 those principles of knowledge and experience be able to take action in their own whether its financial or some sort of self protecting their wealth. Well the more and more I see things like this it's very into related with someone wanting to be successful in seduction. I really think that life principles have to do with motivating yourself to a point where you can really take the size of actions and being aware of it something that I feel that I was and why am I am back in the game like this title says is that I became complacent and lazy but in a sense of where I have a lot of things going on for me and that is OK a lot of responsibilities and that is okay but I am also responsible for my own happiness . I also think having this background seduction is knowing when to strike when the opportunity to apeers in front of you without desperation. Today I went to eat and there where is the two sets of two girls one was older seems that she recently got divorced late 40's and 50's the other to not speak English she was Mexican w cute ass she seems pretty.they played pool with one guy and this guy was from out of town in a hotel room and said he had a friend and Sunday made a time range for tomorrow to play pool in the evening and Ashley to get from but from what I noticed was that the woman was leading the seduction men wasn't really the man the game finish of pool and they both look fabulous left I just said goodbye to me and I did not get the number but I figured that it wasn't going to go anywhere anyways this is where at times when you're so and there's a $0.02 train trying to cause an end times you try to stuff like Mystery Method her indirectly but at that time I wasnt invested enough into putting my energy. I think I learned this from Johnson when he really said that 20 minutes at to know where is he the first couple more minutes of conversation at VCU that the this isn't going anywhere then you check to see if you really don't wanna put the average into something that you have to put a lot of work into its really not have one doing the work and the other one not doing anything it's about both people doing stuff to make the suggestion for the older women date open me and we didn't open up a conversation but my interest was not in the older woman was more on the younger one younger one seems very hot and very horny and I did use interact but there was no chance for me to be able to isolate her sincerely it was just one of those things where you don't really have a specific technique I really have to try to hard to get somebody's attention and really has to do with value value socially and value in the mist of who's trying harder and I was trying last this is very true in the world where you don't value what we don't work hard enough for and we take stuff that's for free for granted that being said hi it's very important thateven though things may not go your way but that you're okay with it and that's the most important thing is that you control yourself you control your emotions you're not there to be Mr Superman miss your super player and going with some pic of mind and then get her off her feet and go take home and f*** if that was the case then and it was consistent then so be it but unfortunately its not the way it works I remember when I went countless nights and mornings out every night in New York City trying to do the same that way just because I took a shame that needs course with them and talk about sexual frames didn't mean to have to go out every night out and push myself to try to take every girl that I met regardless most of the girls and I ended up meeting or actually just being social and sell them wanted to go out on a date others they were into having sex but they had already made up their minds with home then we're going home with so it didn't matter what and when I said or what I did but mostly matters is that I was ok and in the situation myself with myself and my own emotions and only 4 a.m. Regardless it went good or bad and stuff usually goes good thing goes good on the way and I was OK and then make me feel better I didn't you feel good heard anything me so bad hey there when it opens the pendulum swing I'm still okay with myself and I think that's the most important thing knowing that you're going back in the game I have also playing ping you when you're fine with the way the changes to elevate your standards that's the only way you're going to challenge yourself to do not need things and try more things and then this game when you get consistent like this is us we're having our scale which is very true it is she has a momentum and everything to me that at first since I am rusty and I'm starting all over again in some ways I have to be patient with my own skills and I know it will come because I've done it so many times before its like shooting in three pointer Jefferson I'm going to shoot the first couple three pointers to get to make once you're just your body in the rhythm and the way the wrist world of year the restaurant is the ball of your hands and going to the basket and you keep doing it and doing it once you're in that rhythm and its a different story and its a different way of handling things in the sand dictions going good and you hesitate for you make a mistake and that is where I have full when I said yeah okay I made it and now I am going to fix it. 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