So I wanted to thank all for reading my Blog and thanks for encouraging me to move forward,That being said...
As you read the heading of this Blog.. Life is a GIFT...really its what you do with it..so DONT WASTE IT
Online game status and location: its not the same gaming in bigger cities and in small town country.
So I decided to be PROACTIVE...this should be part of your RITUAL at 5am or 6am before anything you do meditate or look at mirror or just prepared focus and mental preparation as demonsrtated assures success..
MORE on that later on another post..
So as 3 week no contact rule..the EX GFFB FREAK recontacts me...
anyways Ive been texting retreading other girls...since my FREAK game aka adventureses aka party chick game is tight...I decided to follow emotional momentum and use of basic push pull. to reach out and game other girls whom
1- are ahead of time I know are FREAKS
2-know that sex will be part of tonights main event
3-spontaneous.
Meaning this night i can spend it home sobbing or writting some BS excuse or go out and make something out of it..
which brings into Gun to hte head gaming orignal post by the belated captain Jack...
All this old stuff I learned is now coming back cause I CLEARED MY MIND AND EMOTIONS from the breakup ..remember we are talking about chapter 5 not chapter 4 anymore..
I will share my thoughts and management on FREAKS and investment cause I did hired gun game many times so experience has helped me manage and lead without thought. YES they like to be controled and if you dont do so while you are with them they LOSE attraction..yes most are damanged..
the place where I live is 85-95% FREAKS.
Im looking for Good girls even online but that itself is a BIG challenge cause seeing thorugh its what they say but different what they WANT..
So I will be directing my ENERGY towards my PERSONAL GOALS more than GAME..
VALENTINES DAY NIGHT
so I use alot of future projections and comparisons...in this case I used KAnyewst relationship with superstar video Kdashan. as me and her..putting up with her shit...
this girl I have flaked and tryed to game several times she is hired gun..and materialista.Ho'
we texted back and forth and reframe every attempt to her betaising me and use of we seeing each other...even so when she got logical...
I either dont respond or respond later to MEET up without giving other alternatives..
So she was acting abit flakey and I was almost flakey which had her on her FEET..
She comes out and I was doing other things...already planning logistics myself and what is more convient for ME. how I WANT MY NIGHT ofcourse without verbalize and me giving the vibe of
"I dont give a shit and same time being ALOOF and distracted by my own happiness and spontaneous."
she is pretty she looks like an english famous dating coach ..lol..so this was something I needed to brag about here in the blog.lol
anyways..materialistc girls you have to play and play and give and take more...
so she talk and talk and about how I sent her texts in past months about heart and stuff..and how she always was upset at me but at same time i noticed she was attrcted and curious to be with me...
so at one moment I had to push and improvise to lead and modify..
LEAD and MODIFY LEAD AND MODIFY logistics and closing and seduction...
Never be passsive..read FRANCO's book on what he says of being passsive its HORRIFIC..
anyways I always kept her on her toes unconciously and at any time I could take off...
I assured her an awesome time if she followed me..
she then agreed verbally wanting to spend the night with me on this special valentines day and we took off to my pad..
my pad she tried on clothes she bought that night...I basically saw and read things about her personality which I havent been calibrated in awhile to see or screeen FREAKS..and LSE types..
she was part materialista but more LSE FREAK..she did it for emotion of excitement..
That knowing is all physical no emotional connection game or attachement..cause it damages your state if you have emotional openedness like me..
So
I practiced detachement or law of desengagement from pimps.. remember my ego was hurt and I was recovering..but I was whomever i wanted to be and with every woman thats the case to calibnration.
she was a FREAK, gave me a show trying on...nothing really sexual just comfort...her IOI was her being there and I was in no rush to close..I wanted her emotions to simmer and then with my physical arrousal to SPIKE BT with good sex..
she then showed me her videos on her phone..she is freak..OMG..this is like training with Tigers in a cage.lol
but I had her invest more and more...in conversation and her personal life..without me rapport seeking but my open thought and being neutral yet being there at same time..
she was a relflection of ALOT of girls who are here where i live..luckily she wasnt in no gangs..as another adventuress who was OMG HOT HOT..was involved with gangs and with my mentorship of female friends and guys like Franco who care...I had to NEXT...
so we had sex and it was GOOD sex...I had promised her to drive her back but I was soo tired and next day i had to go to work that I projected that without saying a word...
her social skills are HIGH cause she is hot looking but her freak nature makes her emotional descive person...she then later said she was abit OCD...I do believe that cause she called some friends to pick her up and I left her near to my place..NEVER to my place...
NEVER..better yet I took a route and talk talk to confuse her and she wouldnt know how to get to my Pad.
but overall. I had an awesome crazy time...we went out just chilled out went to a store joked around...we were like almost best friends yet lovers..Its weird I always become like best friend type in all or most relationships... lol..
next morning i woke up late and ran to work only to get ontime before my Boss showed up...Oh BTW i got promoted and my EX was texting and calling leaving voicemails she misses me...
Ok for the validation but I figured I take this chance and period of my Life to being more selective with whom I spend time with..
it was OK to be with FREAKs adventuresses for fun like a candy or brownie when you are on a strict diet or ocational drink or relax in downtime..but like someone says
"DONT LOSE YOURSELF IN THE TREES FOR THE FORREST"
Freaks are good to have fun and FUN time is what I had vs staying home sobbing for an EX or doing Online game...
Its how you make things happen proactively then BOOM it hits you and you are rewarded. :)
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